The past 2 weeks

Urghh with the girls and I both sick these past two weeks of been rough! Everyone made it out in pretty good amount of time with out any major problems thank god! I feel like I have me too babies back. When they were sick I didnt know whose they were I just knew they hadnt been the babies I've had for 6 months.  I'm just glad its over! Special thanks to my mom with out her here I would have been floundering. I'm just glad she didnt bag out with worried about getting sick on her own. So just another thing I could put under my accomplishments in twinhood next stop teeth? :/ So scary!  

Boogies and 6 months!

This is week has been the hardest week since P&E were born. RSV a.k.a baby cold YUCK! First P now that shes feeling better now poor E has it! My I add I have it too urghh. So stressful thank god for my mom! Other then that were at 6 months sitting you with a little help. Eating baby food and and and starting to get up on there knees not all 4 yet but soon I feel like I will be getting more then my daily exercise in chasing these girls around!!!

When we reached 6 months I think I was more proud of my self then anything. I've survived 6 months without daddy and with 2 infants with out any total meltdowns. I'm thinking when they turn a year I'm going have them and a party and my self! Honestly when they were newborns and other twin mommies would tell me it gets easier I promise. I thought they were lying to just get my through but now I see it really it does get better! On a different note starting to get excited about hubby coming home. April is going to be a busy month May its back to GA to get ready and then its june yesss june couldnt come fast enough!

5 months

The baby girls are finally 5 months. They have discovered their feet. That they can talk/yell! They reach for you roll from belly to back.  Seems like in the last month they've learned everything so quick and its crazy its already been 5 months since these sweet 5 lb angles came into this world. 5 months of very very little sleep.  2,400 bottles made endless diapers changed 6 sets of shots and one very very exhausted momma! I wouldn't trade them for anything because the giggles and babbles make the 5 am feedings a little bit pleasant. It does get easier the light at the end of the tunnel that I couldn't see 4 months ago is starting to appear brighter and brighter everyday. Now I am more then comfortable to go visit people alone with them go out period with them be my self to a singleton mom this may seem trivial to a mom of multiples this is huge! Teething has also begun at full force coming at us fast scaryyyy! 2 cranky babies make for a even crankier mommy! On a lighter note 3/4 of the way though this deployment and I can finally visualize the end and its near every day is closer I keep telling my self. Thats pretty much it all for now. I need to start writing more again!

A fairy was born and an angel went home!

Its been sooo long so lets catch up

I Loveeeeeeeee hearing the girls laugh. I want to cry and laugh at the same time. They seriously are the most amazing thing I've ever known and they're mine. Such happy happy babies. They're starting to interact more with daddy on skype they adore him I swear Its going to be all bad for me when he gets home already daddies girls...thats okay! I cant imagine my life with out these 3.

Well vacation was amazing. I loved having family and close friends met the girls for the first time. It was a very fun time so didnt want to come home!

While I was away I learned a distant friend was taking to early and in a horrific way. When someone your age and a person you know is taken so young it shows you life owes you nothing and tomorrow is never promised. The only peace I feel about the whole terrible situation is she's in a better place. R.I.P. Lisa.

Other then that lifes pretty great. Kicking deployments ass and raising my babies.

Some people never change.

I feel like I shouldnt even have to say this. If you have facebook you should be an adult and know facebook is not an outlet to air your dirty laundry, its not a place to let all your family business out. My new years resolution was to take all the negative people out of my life. They don't deserve to be apart of my blessed path through life. I feel ones life is based on the people you surround your self by. So thats exactly what i am doing.  FAMILY OR NOT!

Now on to my next point. I as a mother I made the decision that I didn't want people tagging and sharing my pictures with people. Now I guess some of you need an explanation for this if you are not personally close with us there is no reason for you to be tagging yourself in my pictures. My dads family or not. Only a few of you are in contact with me and this is not directed towards you. But if you cant add me to your friends list THEN DO NOT TAG YOURSELF IN MY PICTURES.  I mean really you just had a grandson how would your sons girlfriend feel if I went and tagged myself in their pictures a person she barely knows. I don't think she would like it. So why would you want pictures of MY DAUGHTERS on your page when you have nothing to do with me. For the simple fact to let everyone know your brother has beautiful twin granddaughters. You can send them to his page he has pictures of them. Thanks

Other then this stupid pointless nonsense. My vacation is going veryyy good. The girls did great on the plane and are a little crabby with being in an unfamiliar place but not bad. We're just hanging out with great grammy aunt cathy jess tj and kids and enjoying being around them. Georgia in a few days and I must so I am soo excited for the girls to meet all the great people that are there. :) Thats all for tonight besides praying for daddy to arrive at his destination safe. We love you Daddy!

Best Friends? and Doctors

Today I felt like I was working so hard for a friendship that I never had to work at before. You shouldn't have to work at a friendship. I felt like I was working to keep a conversation up and grasping at things. Truth is we have nothing in common anymore but I don't feel like that is an excuse for a friendship that you've had for so long. But you cant make someone be your friend. Oh well I give up.

On a lighter note went to the dr's today have two healthy baby girls. :) I love them. Smiles from them definitely makes me day a thousand times better.

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I feel like its impossible to make any one happy now a days.  No matter what I say or do someone reads into it wrong and I'm always the bad guy. I dont think anyone around me stops for two seconds and puts them selves in my shoes. Not asking for sympathy but for 5 seconds attempt to understand my life. I went from my own life with my own home. To living back at my parents with 2 kids and a husband across the world. So sorry I'm not a ray of fucking sunshine all the time. I'm a person who needs her space always has. So quit telling me if I'm that unhappy to go back home. The thought of taking care of twin infants on my own with out any help isnt appealing to me but will if i have to.

My second issue I'm not that friend who tells you what you want to hear. I wont sit there nod my head and paint you a picture of unicorns that shits rainbows and cottoncandy. I'm gonna be real with you and tell you how I see it. If you ask what your wear is ugly bet your ass I will let you know. If i think your bf or husband is a d-bag I will most likely tell you but something would have to happen for me to tell you. I'm not that big of a bitch to just come out and say it about because clearly you see something in that person. Personally if you dont like it then dont be my friend I promise I wont be hurt.

Tomorrows a new day and hopefully better. I think this winter weather making me stay inside is getting to me I need out of the house!!