Thursday, January 13, 2011

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I feel like its impossible to make any one happy now a days.  No matter what I say or do someone reads into it wrong and I'm always the bad guy. I dont think anyone around me stops for two seconds and puts them selves in my shoes. Not asking for sympathy but for 5 seconds attempt to understand my life. I went from my own life with my own home. To living back at my parents with 2 kids and a husband across the world. So sorry I'm not a ray of fucking sunshine all the time. I'm a person who needs her space always has. So quit telling me if I'm that unhappy to go back home. The thought of taking care of twin infants on my own with out any help isnt appealing to me but will if i have to.

My second issue I'm not that friend who tells you what you want to hear. I wont sit there nod my head and paint you a picture of unicorns that shits rainbows and cottoncandy. I'm gonna be real with you and tell you how I see it. If you ask what your wear is ugly bet your ass I will let you know. If i think your bf or husband is a d-bag I will most likely tell you but something would have to happen for me to tell you. I'm not that big of a bitch to just come out and say it about because clearly you see something in that person. Personally if you dont like it then dont be my friend I promise I wont be hurt.

Tomorrows a new day and hopefully better. I think this winter weather making me stay inside is getting to me I need out of the house!!

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