I missed them sooooo much! SO good to be back home with them! We went and seen santa today that was fun. Ella slept Payton was ticked. Pictures to come later. Its snowing like crazy here boo!!!!!!

whomp whomp whomp!

First night away from them NOT really by choice. Had to come to stewart to take care of my house being robbed. Were coming back this way in a month so I didn't want them to have to make the 15 hour drive two times in a month and a half. Also I would be able to get it cleaned up with out my happy little distractions. I know i should be jumping for joy and shouting from the roof tops 4 full nights of sleep FOUR. I would much much rather be at home taking care of my two baby girls. Thanks mom for taking care of them!!!

I have to give my husband HUGE HUGE props for being away for so long and staying soo strong. Hes such an amazing man who has created a great life for us and were very thankful and proud of him :)

You would think

You would think after them being 10 weeks old I would have a pretty good grasp on things... WRONG! I think with all babies in the first few months once you get used to something think oh okay I can do this I have it down they throw you a curve ball and flip the script on you. Leaving you just as confused as day one sometimes. Lucky for us while my husband is in Iraq we're staying with my parents. It always help to have your mom around. Some times she's just as confused as me and if not as tired or even more exhausted. The first two months your like a robot feed them change them sleep when they do. I really think most days i forgot to eat. Now we are at the point were they will smile at your and try to laugh. So thier little personalities are forming. Through the blurred vision of a sleep deprived mommy seeing their baby actually smile, not a gassy smile a real is the most precious thing in the world. But i still find my self thinking when will i have some kind of structure or just a tiny bit of my sanity back. In my head i've chalked it up to never. Its just going to be one big crazy hectic life. And those of you who are wondering. In a few years I would love to have another..................maybe it changes each day :)

Introducing US!

10 weeks ago I gave birth to 2 beautiful baby girls. Payton and Ella Mono-di twins born at 36 weeks and 2 days. VAGINALLY yes i am super women ;) 19 minutes apart. Its not the easiest life but its the most wonderful life anyone could ask for. So i hope you are ready to share the ride!!!!