Take me...............HOME!

Where fall exist and my family is. I miss home sooo much ESP. right now. I want my best friends I want to see them everyday. I want to go to the apple orchard I want to take P&E to the park with keely. I want ohio to be closer to GA I want to get in the car and go visit for the weekend I want I want I want! I'm in such a fowl mood tonight. I'm irritated and upset! I feel like I'm here and and everyone is living their life and time is on pause for me. I dont understand why I am feeling this way I just had a great week with my parents and had an amazing 1st birthday with some family and lots of friends but I couldnt help be think Coreys parents should be here my aunts, uncles and cousins should be here whats a birthday party when you dont have 15 twigg babies running around. I'm so upset that for the 1st time I cant be home when my cousin courtny is and that I wont be home until Christmas. Urghhhh tomorrow I'll probably be fine but today I'm pissed and I cant sleep which is even more irritating! 

Long time no.....BLOG

It's been 5 months since my last blog. Now I sit a week away from the girls turning 1. It's very bitter sweet to me. It was a hard year and I gained a lot of life experience along the way! It's mind boggling to me that I survived I SURVIVED. at time I didn't think I would and I still have those time but know now I will truck through doing what I have to. Honestly I could not have made it with out my mom and dad!Before the twins even came my mom took me to dr's offices 3 times a week and usually at least 1 late night trip to the hospital a week. When Corey went back to Iraq when the girls we're 14 days old my parents did all the could to try and fill his shoe. Helping with night time feedings, making bottles and changing diaper yes people my dad did all these things too. Sometimes I feel like I had it easier because corey was deployed I never would have had the help of an entire family ready to step up when ever needed! I still don't ever think there is a way to repay them! My friends didn't bail on me because my "life" was over my true best friends embraced my new life as a mommy to twins. My best friends did all they could I remember Taylor and Erin shaving my legs for me at 34 weeks still grateful for that! I could almost expect to see Taylor or keely 5-6 times a week. P&E are like their daughters they've been and will always be such a big part of their lives. I am sad that everyone who grew so close to them while we were home can not be in GA to celebrate their 1st birthday as I would love. I'm grateful for ALL the people who went out of their way for us my family,friend and coreys family! Their is are so much more I could thank people for but I will keep it simple!

The girls are thriving almost one year olds. Walking, talking exploring a.k.a. Getting in to everything. Making my life my entertaining and hectic everyday. Watching their minds work when they discover something new is amazing to me. I wonder what they think when they see something for the first time or better yet when they taste something for the first time. I love to make conversations up for the what I think they are saying to each other when they are talking. It would be awesome to be able to read their minds or have a translator lol! That's all for this post but I will surely be post more often again now that I have hubby home and the maddness of reintegrating our lives back together is over!